To my employer

 

Umm yeah I'm quitting and I'm terrified. 

Long story short you asked me to commit to the store for months to come. You asked me to pledge my unwavering faith to you. To hold and respect and defend you until the end. I'm realizing that I can't do that.

Mostly because you would never do the same for me, you've already proved that.

If your management team thinks it's okay to slander my name to you and you believe them over me, you already don't trust me without me doing anything? You have a firm head on your shoulders that won't let anything into it. You wouldn't believe me even if I tried. 

You are very smart. You know how to run a business and run people apparently. I like to think the best of people so I never realized what you were doing. But you are manipulating me. You have manipulated my influence, my friends, my feelings and even my personality to get what you want. Using my rebellious personality to get me to help you is not okay. 

I never realized how influential I am. I asked your number two how important I am as an honest question which I received and honest opinion. I am a leader and leaders need to be careful of what they say, I only thought that was because of a leader isn't happy the team isn't happy. I never realized that you're actually terrified of me starting a revolution. 

I am the Katniss Everdeen of this place and I never even realized. If I quit it won't make people leave necessarily but it will plant the most dangerous thing, an idea. An idea of doubt and that's the cancer you were talking about; not my words like you thought but my actions. You are so reliant of me and as soon as I think about leaving I'm the unloyal one? If you need me so bad, don't tell me I can leave.